I had nerves today. Just like I do on most days like today.

It didn't go exactly as He'd wanted, but then ... when He want's the the entire D/s circus, it's hard for me to put it together and make it flow smoothly. I just don't have that expertise.

But in the long run, I'd say he was "ONE HAPPY CAMPER!".

I'd had a variety of options at hand, but my biggest problem is how to make them "flow". I finally put aside the stress and focused on what he'd mentioned most frequently, and something I can do fairly well. Just a massage.

I had to giggle a bit when all was said and done. It was the first time I'd ever seen him be "speechless". Now I know what I look like when he's sent me to that "space".

That, more than anything, made it worth it and made me want to seem him in that space again.

To, many more smiles!