I guess I'm going to have to play around with dosages again. My pulse is getting too low, possibly too much Toprol...

I've felt bad all day. Something intestional. I slept most of th day, and could sleep again now.

Went to see my dad and mother-in-law. Took them both a shake from Steak/shake. I know I shouldn't let it bother me, but it drives me insane when I call him and ask what he would like, I get it, and then he tells me he doesn't want it.

Nothing was good enough tonight. We brought all of his laundry back clean, and he was upset because he said he didn't need "that many clothes". Like he's not going to be there that long. We were there about 30min and started to leave (we hadn't eaten dinner yet) and he got EXTREMELY upset that we were leaving... then got upset over the cell phone (we didn't bring back the charger) then was upset over the TV... that the remote oporates both sets in the room. (there is NO roommate, so what's the problem?)... then didn't want to have to read the paper to find out what was on.... *bangs head against the wall).

At that point I sarcastically commented that I could look at the paper each day and make him an adjusted scheduee of all the channels and shows that I thought he'd be interested in.. and he agreed, thinking I was serious.

Dinner was a different fiasco.... we went to Friday's..... and it took them nearly an hour to bring us food that wasn't cooked right. Surprisingly, I did not go balistic, I was calm. I calmly told them I wouldn't eat it. And they agreed that it was well-done, rather than med-rare... BIG DIFFERENCE.

BUT, they re-cooked it, brought another free appetizer (that I couldn't eat and brought home) gave me my meal for free, AND gave me a 15.00 gift card for the next visit.

For once, I think being quiet and calm was scarier to them than yelliing.... or maybe just being nice made them feel bad, LOL