he scared me to death this morning with his getting ready for work. he'd knocked something over and the loud noise woke me up. I never did go back to sleep after that.

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The headache was still there today, mostly all day and tonight. I've had a ache in my left arm. It's a few inches below my shoulder joint. It "almost" feels like that vise-like feeling that is described with a heartattack. But that was disproved with last year's hosptital  stay.

So, I don't know if this is a deep bruise, or what. I can't remember any type of injury, although I due tend to "pinball" down the hallway at times, LOL. he wanted me to use that sample of medicine "Voltaren"... That ditzy nurse practitioner gave it to me. Reading the inclosed pamphlet just further proves that she's truely unprofessional and dangerous, which I will bring up to my doctor's attention.

Voltaren is contra-indicated  for hypertensives and athsmatics, D'UH! Your're not supposed to take it with diurtics and Ace inhibitors... double D'UH!

So, for lack of other options, I've slapped a lidaderm patch on it, assuming it's some sort of tendon/muscle injury.

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It was a good day spent with Him. Although He had me scared today. He told me to meet him at 11. That means "do NOT be late" (I'm so bad, lately, with being late, sigh!)

He told me that if I would bring him a pack of cigarettes, he would forgive my last tardiness. I agreed to it. I'm not xactly sure how it happened, but I ended up late again. I called Him at 10:59 and told Him, He laughed. I think He sensed my panic. But I DID have His cigarettes. In fact, I picked up TWO packs, one to be held as a spare in the event He tries to pull that on me at the last minute. LOL

We went to lunch, then went and spent some quiet time together, and we talked a bit.

I know He watches me. I know he sees and hears more than I say. He reads me very well. But I'm also learning. I'm beginning to catch Him at it.

He got me to laughing today. We were discussing my email, and paswords and such, and I mentioned that I had more than one password. The look on his face was priceless. He thought he knew them all. I laughed more, because it was a password that he had suggested... helping me to make one that was more "safe". At first I thought He was going to be angry, then when he realised that I'd actually taken his wisdom to heart, I think He was flattered. I'm surprised He had not figured it out already, since he frequently roams my systems and files.... but now He knows. And He's happy.

And when He's happy, I'm happy.

After all, isn't that what it's all about?